Well, I certainly would have written a very different post half an hour ago. One on hope, risk, reason, fear, yadda yadda. A thousand thoughts roiling in my head.
Not now. Now I remember why I sit: Shhhhh… everything’s quiet, none of that seems an issue or a problem right now.
Thanks to a friend’s efforts to talk me down from the crazy tree yesterday I now have:
…stuck to my livingroom wall in big blue marker. And right now, this moment, is just quiet. Nothing I have to do, and any kind of thinking will just stir up all those thousand thoughts again, so I’m not going there right now.
Relax I will sometime, it is a juicy topic to explore, but right now it would just rile my little mental monkey.
So, Shhhhh… remember the moment.